Phase/Change

Attributed to Bean Newton

Issue 39 * Fall 2017

Occasionally, a poem surfaces that is claimed to be a Bean Newton original. In this case, the present author was summoned to a lunch with a Russian lawyer by assurances that the manuscript in her possession was an authentic Bean Newton, an answer to many problems faced by those of us who have built our academic careers curating the work of obscure scribblers long believed to have died in 1997 (or, depending on sources, 1998).

Upon arriving at the meeting, however, the author had his doubts: the work had been printed on tractor-feed paper (a good sign), but makes reference to "140 characters," which would imply a knowledge of Twitter, which had yet to be invented at the time of Newton's purported demise. After the handoff of the supposedly Beany materials, the rest of the meeting was spent discussing the fate of Russian orphans, about which the author could do nothing.

Presented here in its entirety and with no further comment or analysis, "Phase/Change" adds to the growing number of Bean Newton poems of uncertain or indeterminate origin or attribution. -- E.W. Wilder

 

Phase/Change

 

I

We are out
                  --of desire to say nothing of
change, the phases of
                                    clouds, amystical markers,
laden with dreams and lightening, with
cast and over-
                       cast, with the parting
of Romantic daffodils.

 

                                   Christ-like
you're waiting, so attired,
                                         beneath gleaming
glass and cooking on
                                   asphalt, for Yeats's
yeasty release, the chaos of being
                                                        overrun
with mechanized life – a man alive
                                                        with his car,
more rubber, more roll, more
                                               steel; mold
will one day grow here as well, a confluence
                                                                         in rotting.

 

II

I'll depict my dreams
                                       if you show me your last
bottom-
            dollar; dreams being the last

                                                            of flesh, tightened upon us, interrupted
                                                 by the odd
owl, the wronged
                            liberated by phone,
                                                             the breathless
power of projected presence.
                                                 I'll call for your voice;
I'll call to forget: how
                                 we've surpassed six-billion,
and we've never felt more alone.

 

III

Tanks aim triumphant;
                                     screens have reduced even these
into toys to be imagined
                                       away,
all iron clouds, words worthian,
                                                   fickle as the signal
ways in and out. To be
                                     is to be
technogrified, answering to ancient
                                                          calls
in 140 characters or less.
                                          And how many
plied ancient sees, the seas
                                              of myth,
the whale roads, when whales,
                                                   indeed,
                                                                 there were: to photograph
is to mark
                  each passing.

 

IV

I'm reminded, now,
                               over coffee,
the dance of light the clouds make
                                                         in the wind
and the rush of Western Kansas,
                                                       unoccluded by tree or trouble,
high-rises or the stink
                                     of people—then
the nose detects a feedlot: money
                                                             to the locals,
the end of fantasy
                              for the rest of us.

 

I'll spare you the particulars. Money = death,
                                                                           work made
solid, love measured—no wonder
                                                        bills are rolled into coke-
snorting tubes,
                         the compaction of effort and oblivion.
There are no
                      metaphors after this, no safe
                                                                       distances,
from tenor to tine,
                             panophagy of meaning, all phat
and ripe and oozing juice,
                                           a cherry
                                                           tomato
                                                                         popped
and drooling past your lips and chin.
This, too, is mostly vapor.